Difficult to understanding
You know, in elementary school, I was a cheerful girl, that likes smiling to other people, made the situation so comfortable. That everyone liked me. But there was a long time ago. You know, crying is opposite of smiling or some thing like that. I feel that I'm the different person now, the opposite of what i was in the childhood. I'm full of badmood. :-( But some times I can smile and talk with another. I don't understand with my self.